&& i just want you to know, that after everything we have been through

... I (( still )) Love You....

... && i always will....

&& You did come back,
&& You said you loved me,

But the problem with that is, i love you so much, i don't understand why it took you this long to figure out you love me..

"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful."

--Shane West , A Walk to Remember

As you grow up, you realize
it's less important to
have more friends
&&more important to have real ones

&& i lie on my bed each night, waiting for a phone call from you, to hear your voice, only speaking to me,

..as you get quieter and say i love you, a smile crossed my face, and i finally realized i do love him..

i cannot take these secrets between you and me. I don't like being a secret, i want people to know about ((us))

But you don't.....

I let myself fall into a lie,
i let my walls come down,
i let myself smile and feel alive,
no matter how i try i don't no why
you push me soo far away.
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart,and sqeezed it full of pain.

- SES

&& the Truth is...

Love isn't a ((maybe)) thing,..

..either you love them, or you don't..

&& i would swim the whole ocean, run around the world, dig to china, && even reach for star..

.because i know, you are there telling me i can do it.

&& i dunno what it is about you, but when you say i love you i don't believe you, and thats not the feeling i want to get when someone tells me they love me,
.. i want to believe them, and not feel like i can see the lie...