... and in my world, this wasn't suppost to happen, you were suppost to love me forever...

.... but i guess that wasn't your world..

Heres my secret.
everytime i glance at you, and you glance at me, i feel that we are ment to be.. i know that you know u wanna be with me,
but this will be nothing more than just a secret kept between you and me.

As you grow up, you realize
it's less important to
have more friends
&&more important to have real ones

&& i lie on my bed each night, waiting for a phone call from you, to hear your voice, only speaking to me,

..as you get quieter and say i love you, a smile crossed my face, and i finally realized i do love him..

i cannot take these secrets between you and me. I don't like being a secret, i want people to know about ((us))

But you don't.....

I let myself fall into a lie,
i let my walls come down,
i let myself smile and feel alive,
no matter how i try i don't no why
you push me soo far away.
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart,and sqeezed it full of pain.

- SES

&& the Truth is...

Love isn't a ((maybe)) thing,..

..either you love them, or you don't..

&& i would swim the whole ocean, run around the world, dig to china, && even reach for star..

.because i know, you are there telling me i can do it.

&& i dunno what it is about you, but when you say i love you i don't believe you, and thats not the feeling i want to get when someone tells me they love me,
.. i want to believe them, and not feel like i can see the lie...

&& when i feel like this is the end, and i go into that deep hole,

you are the only one than can pull me out and give me life again.