And she loves him, but once again his back turns and she lets him go

Looking in the mirror i am filled with disgust the girl who looks back at me is not the same person i once was, i want to go back, i want to be nieve again, i want to be held in your arms again, to hear u say its Ok i dont want to be this person anymore

.. dont run when i push you away its those times taht i need you the most and want you to stay

I deserve all this pain i am feeling and what makes it worse is knowing that the pain is feel is only a fraction of that i caused you

If i could change the past, erase all the pain i've caused i would gladly do so no matter what the price

My lies are pioson on my lips, yet they are not the killer, its seeing all the pain i've caused you in your eyes that ends this miserable lie

Have i made one to many mistakes or have i fulfilled my fate? If my fate means losing you then i dont want to live it

No matter what i see no matter what i do regardless of what i say and what i think i feel, you will always be the one my heart leads me home to

I'll paint a pretty picture a picture with a twist, my paintbrush is this knife my canvas is this wrist, the blood flows to the surface and tha pain is welcome relief. My art is my escape

I made my mistakes regreted my lies bared my heart and still lost you