I wish that i was dead
but instead im still alive...

Grab something to hold
man this is so old...

I wish life
felt right...

I lost my life
and also my mind...

Tomorrow it begins
tomorrow my life will end...

Cant you see the pain in my eyes
but still you ask me why i cry...

I wake up
put on my make up...

I was so happy back then
but that was way back when...

Attempted suicide
i wanted to die...

Happy on the outside
sad on the inside...

What went so wrong
was it the way i felt...

You were there 2 days
why couldnt you stay...