I can feel your stare
Trying to figure me out
I just can’t bear
To let those beautiful eyes
See my dark and ugly soul
Hidden Deep Inside

You say i'm too fragile
You dont want to hurt me
But i've been waiting for so long
For someone like you.. someone who's worth it.

Even though I know you’ll be there for me
It’s happened before,
People like you leave me when I need them the most

I need you by my side
To tell me everything’s alright
Even though deep down inside
I know it’s a lie.

Sometime things appear more beautiful and more desirable from far away
Only up close can you see its imperfections and the ugliness that it is.

Go ahead…
Act like you have no clue of what you’re doing
Act like you don’t know who you’re hurting

I dream of angels but I live with demons

It baffles me how you can use someone like that
And when confronted act so ignorant

Have you ever cried?
Not knowing why
Just wanting someone to be by your side
To hold your hand
Telling you that they understand

I’m living the most perfect lie.