Im tired of hidding
Im tired of fighting
Im tired or trying

Theres a spirt that seeks me out every night
It tells me:
Hold on
Dont let go
Fight for life
I tell this spirt show me how
and in my dreams i find the answers

Love is beyond word so when you say love is this.... or love is when you... your wrong because you cant describe true love

My heart on the verge of exploding
My wrists on the verge of draining
My stomach on the verge of tearing
What is happening to me?
Im Dieing

(1Poison2Cutting3Pills)

Did you know that most cutters stop for awhile and pick it back up in a few years?

Shattered glass all over the floor
In each piece
Images that used to make her whole....

Drugs
just make me worse
With nothing i feel like i wanna die
with them im outta control
What am i to do?

When i see you cry, because your hurting, it breaks my soul, tears me apart
Yet i am strong for you just like you are for me
I put myself back together that instent
So i can put you back together

You Say You Care....
If I died tomorrow would you even notice wasn't there?
If i died tomorrow would you come to my funeral?
If I died tomorrow would you ever think about me?

*Thats What I Thought*

This face i put on is old of wear
It's getting old and starting to tear