I just wanna cut alittle
feel everything release
from my body
but that one more time
could set me to
the edge

I want to go deep
deeper till it hits the bone cuts
my vain and tears my soul

Im not going to cry
im not going to wonder why
im not going thru this
one more time

I'm tired of crying
i'm tired of trying
i'm tired of it this time
i'm not going to let it control me

I won't open myself to get hurt....
not anymore, but i'm only killing myself that way.....

I'm dying by trying to be happy

You've got me on this high
And I'm so scared, when i get off
I'll crash.....

Thinking about you
while im kissing him
is killing me
i just can't get you off my mind

When someone ask's
Are you happy
I want to be able to say yes
because I know that i have you

It hurts because im with him
thinking of you
kissing him wishing it was you
thinking of him feeling my heart with you