As I look in the
Mirror...

Long ago when I first meet I wished you died
Though very day seem to be getting better with you...

Long ago back when I was a kid I hared the cries...
I was walking along alone at my grandfathers grave...

The Blood flows down my arms...
As Blue tears fall from your blue-brown eyes...

To be happy is for all not just few
To be loved by the same is for you too...

Though you are a pain in my neck
Though at times I hate you...

Beautiful and charming
Are only words...

My family believes in you
But me I don’t know for sure...

Here in this hellish place I've created
Knowing that you're gone...

I walk away from what I know is right
knowing what I hurts you too...

Today I feel no care
today I feel no pain...

Please my darling love
Remember the sun-shine...