**It's kinda long but please read*
I'm sorry dear Mother...

My love why don't you come sit in the sand with me...
My dear why don't you come and stand by me as the...

Want am I supposed to say?,
Will things be better if you stay...

My life never meant anything to you,
You dropped me when you were the only thing that...

I was in love with another at the time that I...
It was that long ago when the nights froze with...

Tonight my crimson red blood has run more than...
And now I can only say there is not a single drop...

Dear Little Journal,
I want to tell you a secret...

To my loving mother,
The post-it of all time...

I've let you go before,
I've never been what you needed...

I prick my finger with this needle,
And now I sit and bleed...

Why don't you share,
With me a smile...

Say hello to my shadow,
For it is my friend...