Blood drips from my veins.
quietly falling to the floor.
i cant feel anything, im numb.
i cant take this anymore..

*rate.

Left alone like the dirt thats on
the ceiling, by myself with no feeling,
stepped on like the dirt swept under
the rug, waiting for my grave to be
dug..

*rate

It seems as if my whole life was
written in the sand and washed
away with the tide, with all of my
secrets and lies that i tried my
best to hide..

My life is worsening with each
step i take, everyday theres
another smile i fake, each
time i open my eyes, and each
time i awake, i automatically
[(--hate the day--)]

Im lonely, im deprived of
happiness, im a social outkast,
im a loser, im depressed, im
a typical person who needs help..

[(--life is shitty, life is bad, i want
to say im sorry to the friends that
i had, because you dont trust me
and i guess i shouldnt care, but no
body loves me, and nobodys there--)]

My mind is grey, my heart is
black, i dont know what to do
with all this confidence i lack,
life sucks i dont want to live,
love sucks, ive got none to
give, friends suck because
they lie, i suck, and i hope
i die..

*rate please

She stares outside, not knowing
what to do, she yells for help not
knowing who, she cuts her wrist
because shes so mad, she cries
to sleep because shes sad, she
hates this world, and thats bad..
.. she is a mirror image ..

[(--thanks for being there when i wanted to die, thanks for being there when i cried, thanks for leaving a footprint in my heart..thanks i love you--)]

..look out your window and you shall see me, staring outside, looking blankly..because i cannot feel as for i am numb, i cannot talk because i am dumb, i cannot hear because i am deaf, this is how i feel, ..at its best..