As I sit here looking at the pictures of me and...
I regret the fights we had over the phone...

Nobody understands..
my mom is so blind she dont even see my own pain...

**Lonely days,cold tears as they slide down my...
no one 2 listen no one 2 care all i have is myself...

**I just can't sleep
I just can't think...

**Starting 2 see that maybe we wasn't meant 2 be..
i love you,but you played with me heart...

**We know what happened we know what we did, but...
Were you lying from the start or were you really...

** Starting 2 realize i still love you...
but 2 show you i don't care anymore is what i want...

**I think I love you, but how can I feel like this...
I don't know if it's good or bad...

**Drink my pain away Just, because it makes me...
Popping pills Just, because it makes my heartache...

** i didnt know were 2 put this poem so i put it...
I'm a cigarette ready 2 burn...

**I'm going to get out and have some fun..
I'm going to forget my past and things I've done...

* sorry so long*
I'm sick of this world it's all hate and pain...