.. Forever...
Your memories are with me...

The man of my dreams,
takes the knife from my hand...

This time its different
normally I don't feel shame...

This girl so far out of communiacations reach,
This girl, that has lost, her warm blooded speech...

A single rose,
With no hope to live...

You said you didn't love me
yet, that was just a lie...

I've picked needles from my skin
and i've tortured myself, cold...

Daddy use to love me
daddy use to sing me to sleep...

I've tried being black,
I've tried being white...

I'm sorry...
I can't stop it...

The popular girl, around all attention, you can't...
A girl with no friends, a girl, this loner, but...

Sharpened knife,
I lay aside...