*People Learn How To Solve Their Problems, And I Have To.. But Everyone Tries To Stop Me From Pushing The Blade Down To My Wrist. No One Understands How Good It Feels... To Just Let Go...

*The slice from the cold sharp metal is the only thing that brings me back to reality

My chest aches,
my eyes start to strain
Weak but breathing,
I hate what I became
Cause friends pain,
I rather shoot myself
Then hurt anyone,
than make them feel what I felt

Its not that you want to die,
but you want to bleed, and
you get to the point where
you don't kno what you want,
so you keep cutting and soon
enough the cut is deep enough
to take you

-* school's out *-
-* memories past *-
-* don't ever doubt *-
-* our friendship will last *-

*You look at me and think *she’s so happy* but there’s SO much behind this little smile

Cause you'll -never- know how many tears I cried,
when the sweet -little girl- inside me died.

I sit alone
Shivering to the bone
Not because I am cold
But because I can't be controlled

I need a release...
I need a way out...
So i grab my razor...
And press down hard...
Everything turns red...
But i dont feel a thing

You .can't. save me
you cant change .me.
.everything. i feel
is as if it .isn't. real