I [wanted] everything* to stay the same.. but feeling [fade] and people change*..

*Everytime i push down push that cool razor into my skin everytime i think of you
and what you put me through*

*Push me down, walk over me, its just another scar, my life is carved onto my body; my stomach, my wrists,my arms*

*ShE wAs SaD, bUt DiDn’T cRy. JuSt SlIt HeR wRiStS, aNd WrOtE "I tRiEd"

*I cry alone in my shame, because I am always the one to blame*

*I wake in the night, unable to sleep, the tears on my cheeks are still wet, i look in the mirror, and hate my reflection, i think of the past, and sob for all my mistakes, the next morning i wake, and wish i hadnt...*

*I'm crying out
and caving in
I feel the knife
across my skin
Feel the blood
dripping down
A silent scream
that makes no sound*

Some guys say *SUCK ON IT*.. but then i say *SORRY!.. I CHOCK ON small OBJECTS*

A -girl- needs a -boy-... like a -fish- needs a -bicycle-

FOR once I wish I could LOOK in THE mirror AND be PROUD of WHAT i SEE.. proud OF how I turned OUT to BE.. proud TO just BE me