* she hasn't s.m.i.l.e.d much lately and she doesn't know why *

*i really want to die
*i can feel it in my chest
*im so sick of life
*and being second best

*your now like me
*your all alone
*you cry you whine
*your feelings shown
*you never knew
*i'd never say
*this is how i felt
*everyday

They've forgotten all i was to them
And what we all went through
There leaving me behind
And there is nothing i can do
So i will watch them go
My screams they cannot hear
I watch them as they drift away
As i slowly shed a tear

*Why can no one *[see]*

*U feel alone theres no one there
*Ur surrounded by people not one of them care
*U fake a smile u want to cry
*U fake a laugh u want to die

*Silent tears fall down ur face
*Silent tears they fall with grace
*U dont want to stop u keep on going
*With no sign of emotion ur pain not showing

*everybodys angry
*everyones depressed
*how can u get better
*with everyone so stressed
*ur having a good day
*but they all bring you down
*no longer is there a smile on ur face
*its been replaced by a frown

*im worse then i have ever been
*but u dont even notice at all
*u think that this is just a phase
*can u not see me fall?

The conversations pointless
no1 seems 2 care
every1 around is bored
nothing 2 do but stare

they're so much different from way back when
they'll never be the same
i wish i could go back
when none of them had changed