I try to smile but your smile holds me back
I try to move on but your walk holds me back...

It feels like I've loved you all my life...
It's been such a long time...

One day,I will smile again
Coz my heart will be free...

You have a wicked sense of humour
It gets hard to not be disappointed in you at...

Never gave it a thought
Stayed away from all regrets...

Maybe...One day..when you feel alone...
You'll remember my love...

I stand here too numb to move as happy people pass...
When I see you in the crowd my heart melts...

You made me cry today
You made me cry yesterday...

Day by day...one by one..everyone I had abandoned...
Day by day...one by one..every dream I had broke...

I hurt myself to free the pain
I hurt myself and forever it will rain...

After spreading a smile across my face
you left my eyes filled with tears...

I hurt myself...
Not to free the pain like everyone else does...