Chris,
This is the best explanation to what has happened...

Love is what he shared
Happiness he gave to many...

I can't sit here argue and fight
I try not to yell with all my might...

Why do I love you?
why do i allow you to hurt me this way...

Home is where my mind stays
home is where i want to be...

For many day and nights i begged you to come back...
You said no move on...

I am moving aside
I am letting someone else take my place...

Life is turns and twist
life is opportunity that we missed...

Life is sweet
life is sour...

Drowning in pain
Trapped in my emotions...

This pain i can not stand
this blood i need to shed...

I am in pain
I am in misery...