Sometimes i wish i could tell you the truth but for now ill just keep on pretending that im ok

Wishing I knew why it had to end..
I sit alone now crying
Stinging red eyes
Salty tears on my lips
I whisper to myself

I…still…love…you

Until this day i thought i still had a chance until you looked at me and said i dont wanna hurt you..then i knew it was over

Why cant u just see the real me, the one that likes to have fun and doesnt have a care in the world...cuz all u seem to see is my looks

I put ur name on my knife so when im digging, twisting and turning that blade into my wrist i will always remember what made me want to die

They have been there to help me and guide me through life but when i needed them the most the were no where in sight so i called upon u and they all seem to want revenge.. i never knew friendship could turn deadly in an instant...

The only boy that deserves a girl is the one that thinks he doesn't

I sit and stare knowing u once stood there, proud and tall for all to see now you r laying there among the brave, the ones that risked there lives for us....

Im not asking to marry you, just to be with you for awhile so you can find out who the real me is..
just give me a chance

Day after lonely day i sit and wait for one person to come and show me the way tho sometimes it feels like im alone but i have to remember that she said she would never leave me yet she isnt here so where did she go?