They say "These are the best years of your life." How can this be the best years when your depressed and you spend your time cutting your self and wanting to die?

With a pen & paper,
I write about my pain.
With a razor blade,
I let out my pain.

Happy New Year!!
Yeah right!
Its just another year for more pain & bullsh*t.

Smile! Life is full of pain.

You tell your heart that its over but that doesn't mean your hearts going to give up on whats ment to be.

No life is easy,
But some are just harder.

A guy asked my dad
So you really love your daughter?
My dad had to THINK about it.

this really happened yesterday, at a guitar place. not really a quote.

Its hard to look people in the eye & talk to them,
When your afraid they'll see the pain you hide.

I dont cut for you,
I cut because of you.

Mourning at funerals is what everyone does, its like a habit. When I die you will mourn but on the inside you will rejoice.