First Line, Last Line #2

I passed some Godly test
but you were always so good at making me feel the best
now you turn your back on me
and you ask me to deny everything i see

And you ask me to deny everything I see
For your own selfish reasons
Though you know I can't
Bathe in the rain that flows forth from your soul
Maybe it will cleanse you

Maybe it will cleanse you
Your ignorance will aid the acidity of it all
As I call out to the heavens
And blood rains down on everything
For a chaos and destruction in the new Apocalypse
Breeding torment and pain for every living creature
Feel my thirst for it all

Feel my thirst for it all
while i watch you slowly fall
then take a break and look into my eyes
trying to convince me it was all lies

Trying to convince me it was all lies
But I know the truth
You save me no pain
Still my heart will go on

Cherish you forever?
Never
Time is moving on
By the time you turn around
My love will be long gone

And the us we never knew
Exists inside my head
I've tried to let go of the thought
I know I was misled

When you was with a group of guys
I never really could surmise
Why you always turned away
Leaving me in disarray

Leaving me in disarray
Hurting so, I thought to pray
Everything you came to say
I know in time I'll be okay

I know in time I'll be okay
so I'll just sit here and wait.
I'll leave it up to the lord
to make the decision of my fate.

What this world has gave to me
Is something you can't see
Something buried deep inside
Chaining me to thee

Compassion for my fellow man
Empathy for his soul
The realization we're the same
Somehow makes me whole

[It] somehow makes me whole,
makes me who I am meant to be.
Too bad they all look past,
too bad those fools can't even see.

Too bad those fools can't even see
The good that lives inside of me
Forever blinded, living vain
Unaware of others pain

Unaware of others pain,
You only care for what you gain
Karma will ignite your flame
You're the only one to blame

You're the only one to blame
Born of blasphemous righteous shame
A genius you made of me,
A killer you turned my soul's white flame
Disquieted not thou be by consequence
Be not another name