Will I Always be alone?

At first i usually charm people, but as soon as people see the 'real' me over the next few weeks they soon run a mile, i don't really make long lastin relationships with people.

It happened once again recently with a girl id got to know really well and she liked me aswell as i liked her, but once she saw the not so glamorous side she doesnt wanna know anymore. This has happened so often. I'm pretty heart broken about her cos i don't have feelins for people very often and my worse sides let it slip.

And although im young im pretty worried ill be alone forever

What is the not so glamorous side? If you don't mind me asking...

Well I thought you were supposed to show your true side with anyone since day one... I know i do, that way there are no surprises...
know what i mean?

^You're right about that.

The thing is everyone likes it when you're easy. When you've been through stuff you sometimes tend to become hard to deal with at times, and well not many people are willing to put up with it. You have to find the ones that are (the girls who will put up with the 'not so glamorous' part because they love you as a whole person).

Trust me, mate, you'll know you've met the right girl when she can love and accept you just the way you are, no matter if you don't have a not-so-glamorous side to you.
Loving somebody isn't about being glamorous anyway; it's about having AND keeping a commitment to another person.

Me too.... I think I will always be alone....so I guess I should be nice to myself.... :/

No you will not be alone forever! theres someone out there for you! just show the real you from the start! cuz if they don't like you for who you are they ant the one

Just a little bit hurt is right, there is someone out there for every one. I wouldn't say show everyone ALL of who you are when you first meet, cuz it might be to much for them to handle, hell if i told everyone every bad thing thats ever happened to me, and all my flaws... why would they like me? You just have to gradually flow a bit of who you really are once in a while, but when you first meet, don't be a different person, just hold back a bit of ALL that you are, and after a while, there will be nothing to hide. Us girls are a bit confusing and annoying sometimes, and we apologize for that, but don't ever think your going to be alone. But really, if someone doesn't love you for you, they never did.