What am I going to do now?

I am such an idiot. I don't know what to do. Here's the story:

Me and the guy I like went out on a double date with my friend and her bf. It all went well until we split up later and me and him were alone. We were talking...and the topic of sex came up. I was honest with him, and told him my past, I was sexually abused when I was 8 for almost a year. So now I take things slow. He understood. Then later on he leaned in to kiss me, I kissed him back at first then all of a sudden the memories from my past came back and I pulled away. I said I was sorry. But it was a little akward. Afterwards, we just cuddled and talked. Now we havn't talked in two days. I tried texting him, but he is ignoring me. So apparently I f*ucked up big time. Is there a way to fix it, or should I just call it "game over?"

You didn't do anything wrong, so really you don't have anything to fix, this is obviously his own problem whether it be about what you told him or the way you reacted to the kiss. Honestly if he is incapable of handling things in an honest manner, as you did, why would you want to fix it. All you can do is let him know you were honest and you wish he could be just as mature instead of ignoring you and blowing you off.

Ok first understand that you have nothing to appologize for because it's not your fault for what has happened in your past. You need to be with someone who understands that and is willing to take it slow and put up with your 'restrictions'. Don't put up with less because trust me if you hurry it and push yourself to grounds you are not comfortable in to please him or not lose him then YOU will be the one hurting in the end.

Im sorry to hear that that happened to you at such a young age. Also this may be something he doesnt really know how to handle very well, I'm sure he understands its a sensitive issue but it may take him time on how to approach you when it comes to affection. Give him time and if he doesnt end up coming around then his loss. There are many fish in the sea :)

Me and my boy friend fight alot because he like to race cars and we have a baby on the way! what should i do it is so dangerous!

How about you make another post. ya know and not be dumb and try to take someone elses