It was all my fault...

We started out friends...really good friends. Then we became the best of them. And as friends go..we became more. (Boy and girl.) So eventually he says he might love me. I get scared and run away. I completely tear everything and anything we were. Now hes a face in the hall. I miss him so much, he knew we could have been something. I knew, but I was scared I would be hurt again. I've been hurt so bad before. I wrote him a note. Im going to give it to him. Was what I did completely unforgivable? After I lost him...my life went to crap. My parents got harder on me because my grades slipped, I did horrible things...im still doing them. There are bits and pieces left out that led to me being so worried about being hurt. But I just need to know...what I should do...or what I should have done...

Help.

i totally understand ur feeling rach even i run fro ppl who luv me or who bcame close 2 me don know y i do this :(
but u have hope, ur decision 2 give him a note is very wise.
if he understands ur feeling don run this time respect his n ur feelings.
good luck

--chavii--

I think you are very able to be forgaven. Be honest with him *Hugs* Good luck! ^.^

Always,
Manda

Thanks. He read the note, and he was surprised. And he forgave me. And now we are going to try to be friends again. I just wish I didn't screw things up before..