What Should I do???

First observations: You're in your twenties, head screwed on and genuinely confused. You only 'go out' with your bf but you love the other guy.

so...

It all comes down to how your friend feels about you. Talk to your friend and find out how he feels.

If you break up then find out the friend is not interested you're in a world of hurt.

And if he feels the same way as you? Your current fella will get over being dumped.

Bert

Elise has it, some times you have to be cruel to be kind.

Let us know how you get on.

Bert