Reality or Nightmare?

Everything is bearing down upon me as I struggle to hold me head high. Unable to keep the smiles upon my face, I am slowly falling, again, into the hands of depression.....I do have people to talk to, yet I am or they are too busy.....I don't know if it is a reality or a nightmare to have so much to do in such little time or to have such a big responsibility to be what everyone expects me to be........erg...

i have.....no hope to look forward to.....but I do see the light....
the light to a future I dont want to have.....

nightmare or reality???

^^ Agreed 100% Well said.

"i have.....no hope to look forward to.....but I do see the light....
the light to a future I dont want to have....."

^^ You should just hope for a better future, at least it will give you something to hold onto. Even if they are just dreams. When people work hard, their dreams become a reality. So cover up what ever nightmares you have, and dream, dream BIG!

Take time out for yourself. the key to failure is to try and please everyone. except yourself. it can never work.

take a break from something? life is too short and only gets more stressful the older you get so take things easy and enjoy the freedom while you can xxx