I cry because...

I cry because i have no reason to stay at home

There are so much things I cant control

I cried because he sent me a message after he broke up with me six months ago. he hasnt talked to me since the breakup but i got an email from him wishing me a happy birthday and it brought back memories and pain...

I cried because im not smart enof to follow my dream... and i found out the hard way

I cry because it is one of the only things that makes me feel alive. Going through the motions of every-day life is absolutely exhausting. Smiling, laughing, charming..... convincing myself that I'm happy. It exhausts me to the point that I am numb. Then I cry, and all of the pain i've been trying to repress comes flooding out. I cry because it allows me to feel.