He is all of me

Most of the poetry I write, if all about 1 thing.Him.

Some if it is good, then it goes bad. Truth is, if I couldn't, or wasn't able to write, I probably would have...done something bad. Writing is the only way to get out my feelings, since I have no one but him.

I love him so much, but he don't love me back. Not like I love him. And I told him I just want whats best for him, and said the same thing, but he hasnt keept his promise. He is killing me slowly.

:'(

You can't expect him to love you just because you love him.

Time to find a new direction. Start writing abstract poetry. Things like how many uses does a pencil case have and your favourite shoes.. silly stuff like that.

Find something new that is not associated with him.

He isn't killing slowly, you are doing that all by yourself.

You are allowing him to kill you slowly, he cannot do it without your concent on some level or another.

Write about other things, and try to move on. It's hard, but you will suffer until you do.

what i ment bu he is killing me slowly is that one minute he said he loves me..then the next, he is all over some other girl..then back to me..and its just like he briings my hopes up..then he squashes them...

but i guess u are write...if i TRRY harder to move on..i might find someone else along the way..and i really hope so..

thanks guys ! :D