My life story... (My corner)

Have anyone tried to live in a lie?? And put out a face and act every day?? I have, and i still am...
I am putting out a happy face, even though I'm not.
I sit in my bed after school, and stirr at the small window... People are passing by as everything was alright, put behind their faces and the fake smiles, lies a secret no one knows. As I sit and look out, I see my life pass by in the window... Every sad thing I've tried, every happy hour... And even though I have many of the good, the bad is the ones i feel... I have an interesting life story, belive me... Maybe not more than yours but mien is different...
Onyone wants to know?? just ask and I will tell...

could be

I used to live in a lie, untill i discovered everyone does. I mean, secrets are lies ... arent they? if you think about it. EVERYONE has secrets. So therefore everyone is lying. This world is full of em' and they're not going away. if anything, they'll get worse.
So ask yourself, . . . are you tired of being like everyone else? Be yourself. Show emotion, because soon that emotion is going to change. If you just walk araound all the time with a smile, are you going to be seen like you've had any hardships? If you always walk around with a frown, people are going to think that you're gonig through some shit. But show your emotions,
its really confusing. Even though i say show your emotions. you dont want to show too much sorrow, becuase believe me, people will start to notice, and try and do something to you. Weather it be in a mental instatute, or in counseling. >__<

Anywhoot, i'll stop yackin now. ^__^
-courtney
Dont be afraid to be who you are. Even if you think that person is bad. Who cares? No one else is better. We were all concieved by two people having sex. Were all going to die. Were all going to have pain, happiness, and sorrow. And were all going to try sometime in our life to comare ourselves to someone who inreality .... isnt happy.