My own world

hey i was just wondering if anyone ever feels.....you know rapped up in there own world.like you're not really apart of whats going on in reality and you have this whole other life in your mind wishing it was real...i dont know just a wierd feeling.

hey that makes two of us!

lol

sometimes i say stupid things cause my mind is just like, out of my body. like im not thinking for myself. i agree it is weird

yeah that def makes three. i'm always thinking about what my life is going to be like after all this shit is over with...

Yeah, I do that. And I wish I could stop. Makes me disappointed in reality.

How does ALL THE TIME sound. I get blackout spots evry so often aswell where it seems REALI surreal...? wel yea all the time! xXx

it gets so fustrating though!!like...you cant tell even your best friend what goes through you and that you feel like your the outside looking in and you have no clue on how to explain it to anyone!like this is your own world in your head and your trapped in it....and it's like...when will you get out.when will someone find you....but then again do you want to be found or should you find yourself first.it's beyond wierd and fustrating to think about it cuz it's so confusing makes you wanna scream.

its scary...sometimes its hard to leave that world you made...cuz it's so safe and no one can hurt you there.

but sometimes your little world that your imaging can come true, no matter how you think of it. so don't give up on that little world, dont let it "shatter"

Whenever I go though it sometimes my friends tell em their problems and i laugh.. i cant help it! i laugh when i didnt hear the person or dont understand them! :P sometimes im so into it im sitting there and someoen could be screaming on my face and i wont even see or hear them!

no no no thats not what i meant!not about your imagination thats far from what i'm trying to explain.lol yeah kinda like dozing off into space or something kinda like that.
er yeah...hard to explain.

nevermind. i didnt think it would make sense anyway.

I no what you mean Rozzy....I have people calling me all the time...i just don't...hear...them. And I'm not in my own little world either. It'sjust...i dunno. Kinda hard to explain