why not have all the depression forums combined to one

*cough* how about...no

how do depressed lonely people enjoy something??...*thinking*.....my brain hurts now!! lol

i think i got it....maybe....ahh well close enough lol

ummm i dont think its that easy lol

much easier said than done...

yes it is that easy, its that that you cant stop, its that you wont

its like an addiction for some people.....you know how people can get addicted to things called drugs?? well they can also get addicted to self-harm....and if you are abused, how do you know the police or whoever you tell will even believe you?? my dad and his family was abused....nobody believed them...

yeah, you can...but its HARD, which is my point, easier said than done....

and the family can act differently during that period of time you know....

born, im trying ot understand....i understand some of it....but you dont have to be so harsh...

why in the hell are people acting likes its easy to stop then??

"excuses, excuses"

what the hell do you expect??

let me tell you a story....

once upon a time there was a depressed little girl who started cutting.....and it helped her.....but her friends became worried and she realized she need help, so she got it....she was DETERMINED to stop....and she did.....but afterwards things went down hill even more....her friends left her, and her family was...well...not very nice, not necessarily abusive....just made her cry a lot.....the girl got tired of everything and sarted cutting again....worse than before....that girl is me people....do you see where determination got me?!? i lost people i love, they're all leaving me...and i cut deeper and more often than i used to....and all my friends, gone.....thats what happened when i had determination....

now i didn't tell you that because i wanted to whine or i wanted your pity.....

shes saying dumbass tht determination didnt help her coz she lost the ppl she cared about most. and now its even worse

sorry hun email me sumtime
xxx

thanks georgi...

no, it got worse when i stopped cutting...

dont get me wrong im not saying cutting is good or right.....but it doesnt always get better when you stop...

well this is my way of making life better....its not an excuse...

yeah it does make life better.....it calms me down...

and you are kind of right, i am in deeper....but only because i stopped for awhile....

i started cutting...my friends helped me stop...and then a couple of weeks later they started treating me oddly.....or acting like im not even alive....so i started cutting again....

huh??

they treated me like that because of cutting....i know it doesnt make sense....but thats what happened, they helped me stop and then treated me like that because of what i did...

no...lmao.....cutting

ok, me complaing all the fucking time to people i dont even know....isn't helping me at all....im gonna stop being so selfish now....or at least try...