Nada??

I know, Wont spot to post... But I Think I may need you again. Hows the studing?? I dont want to take you awar from school work.... I was crying at dance, and I have no idea what? What the f*ck is wrong with me!?!

did you mean "Wrong" spot to post?
Then why didn't you put it in the right one...or email her

*studying
*away
"what" did you mean "why"?

Thank you Nada

Sorry Pink, I was really upset so I wasn't paying much attention to what I was writing

Do you want me to email you? or are you emailing me? :S

I'm talking here, its easier!!

Its not about Amy at all! Shes not making anything worse, or better so whatever.... But yesterday was mine and Jamie(my boyfriend)'s 1 month annaversary. I mean, I think I was happy... but AT dance I was so hurt, so upset. It had nothing to do with Amy, but I couldn't stop thinking about all the fuckin memories. It seems like I'll never be able to get over everything.... I kept having to leave and go to the bathroom to stop myself from crying. a few people noticed, but I pushed them away. I only cried when Amy came to say bye because she was being really sweet which made me think of everything even more.... Fuck, I feel like I'm NEVER going to get over anything, I'm stuck feeling like shit. I dont know the difference between being happy and sad anymore

But I'm sick of feeling like shit every night... I've waited long enough... I just dont know what to do anymore. I'm sick of waiting

I'm sorry... I dont know if I could do that... Thanks for everything tho, U'll get far in life... You're a great person, Thanks...

Nvm... I have nothing else to do but wait