~*i dont know what to do*~ i NEED help

my name is tamara and i was wanting some help. my problem is i am trying to recover from drugs and i go to school, where theses kids sit there and piss me off..most of the time i want to just hit them but one of them is also getting ready to have a baby so i cant hit her...i have been thinking of what my choices are an they are for me to go to mental health, kill myself, go on the run and start to do drugs again....i have been stiiting here for an hour and they all sound really good to do to myself.
please help me....i would like to here what you think and for some advice....thank you

Hm... You should probably talk to an older person, perhaps a favorite teacher, something like that. About the kids that piss you off, well, all that you have to do is ignore them. I know it's not as easy as if sounds, but you'd be the bigger person if you just turned your cheek. The mental health would be a good decision, except when you check yourself in they won't let you out until they think you are completely well. So yeah, just talk to someone that cares for you and you care for.