Request for poem rate (love and friendship)

Hi all.

I have a poem that i tried to submit but it was too long. I even tried chopping into three smaller parts, and even those parts were still too long :(

I have posted it on the net as my last effort since it doesn't seem feasible to submit it on this site.

http://www.sleepydream.com/poetry/ddiary.htm

Note:

This poem is a "reality" type poem. It was for a friend that I obviously care about very much and she eventually received this poem. She had no idea how I felt. There are many personal references that do not make much sense in terms of poetry, but it was necessary for her to know exactly who the poem was about.

I did not intend to make a masterpiece here, but only to put my emotions into a context she could understand, so I present this poem as it was -- raw and unabridged.

In all, it is whimsical in some places, but it has its serious moments.