Help you drunken friend...

Well..

I feel a strange need to call my Ex, so that I can tell her what a perfect soul she is, and how I miss making her feel like an angel:(

Can't someone come visit me and steal my heart?

I have met this girl tonight, who only wanted to **** me....And I hate her for it...

I want to fall in love, but no one wants my heart, it seems...

I need help:(:'(

And I hate myself for it:(

Yes, I am drunk now, but no, I do not lie to you...

I feel such a vast emptyness growing inside of me...

And I hate myself for telling you this..

But I need to be comforted..:(

Enslavement, you are going to meet someone who's going to make damn sure you never feel like this...you just have to give it time...when you meet her, you'll know!

just dont get really drunk and like pass out at the computer and like poke your key out with a key or something stupid. but all is i say is wait for the right person to come in the picture. and hopefully it will get better for you.

PS i could use a little something to drink myself

couldn't we all? lol

I am not in love with her, but I miss her...

This may sound stupid, but she (my ex) is infact extremely beautiful and caring...

Everyone simply loves her, and all the guys want to spend time with her...She is all that pretty...

And she has loved me for two years now..

But i fucking left her..

I have been beaten by 4 guys for being with her...

Everyone wanted her..and she was mine...and i can't understand why she ever wanted me...

I mean, I am not especially pretty, and I do not consider myself to be anything special...

I am not good at anything...

And the other girls I've met in the last three weeks seem alltogether so shallow...

don't say things like that, obviously if she chose you, then she must not have cared about all that...and maybe calling her would help...just hearing her voice might calm you down a little bit...

yeah..but considering the fact that it's 5 am in Norway, I think she would hate me:P

true...i'm in the u.s so it's only 9:57....hmmm...is she dating someone now?

sweetie, y did u break up with her. if you loved her? i mean it just seems sad. and another thing alot of girls are shallow. also i havnt read any of you work yet but i am going to. i am sure you are good at writting or you wouldnt be in this site.

I left her because both would be better off now...Sadly...

But mostly, and this I haven't told anyone yet, because I want her to be happier...

wow...

never really thought tears would emerge in my eyes while writing something in a forum...

But it doesn't really matter anymore...

I feel like I am nobody now...

Everything I ever was, was somehow connected to her loving me, and I loving her...but who am I now then?

Just another person who doesn't make much difference...

oh well, I am going to sleep now..

Thank you for your time...

byebye, people

definitely call her, tell her how you feel. and, nobody special couldn't write the way you do. when you talk to her, compliment her and tell her how much you do miss her and appreciate her..if she's as caring as you say she is, she'll listen to what you have to say.

nite nite :-)

well, i want to cry for you. you seem sweet and i read one of your poems about five min ago. and you are good at something writing a you can make a difference though your work. i mean if you can write with such love in your poems. then you should be able to find the love you felt again.

ps the reason that i havent read some of your work is because i just found and joined this site a couple days ago.

She will listen, and I will make her feel like the angel she is, but in the end, I will feel like nobody...

Thus no reason left to live...

damn it, I am depressed

somebody will. you have a reason to live it is called your young and you have something to prove. i now your depressed because i am getting depressed tryin to cheer you up.

why will you feel like nobody? if you make her feel like an angel, and she knows how you feel, who knows what could happen

this is the last thing I will do tonight....a retarded poem...and yes, tell me if you think I am lame

I have lost my hope
love,
after you lost yourself.
Seeing you now,
among the vultures
makes me want to cry
myself dry.

You should not be with them
for they weaken you
and it escapes your eyes.

Truly, love, I believe
that if ever there was anything divine
whatsovever, down here
you are somehow a part of it,
for better or worse,
but even angels may lose their path
and trod the forbidden ones,
not knowing what they do...

But look at me
and realize
who you are,
and who you are bound to be...

Ask yourself,
how can such emptiness
grow inside a man,
in which so much love walks?

Why does he feel such things,
after having been with me?

The answers dwell inside of me,
for I know now
that nothing more rewarding
walks under this sky
than your love...

How I would surrender my soul
to have, what you granted me,
one year ago,
by the lake,
in the sunshine,
before the eyes of the others.

Your laughter
telling me
that love still walks beneath this forsaken sky.

your touch making me want to die,
while still feeling happy...

Now, however, death will be nothing,
but an escape from life.

You have no idea how much I loved you,
and you never will.

ok, you are not lame, if someone read that to me, i would break down completely...that poem is absolutely beautiful

okay wow*wipes tear* that was great. okay if she could see the way you are talkin about her now. i have i really good feeling she would come back. i mean there is love in that poem and you can feel it when you read it.

good idea angelina! :-)

i have to agree with angelina.

Enslavement_of_Beauty hun don't call her tonight. That's something I have done before when I was drunk. If you want her back go after her but wait until tomorrow! If you don't really want her you will find someone that will love you when you aren't even looking! =)

enslavement, if she really cares about you, she's not going to care about the little imperfections. you said she's loved you for 2 years, well, you can just snap your fingers and those feelings will be gone, that stuff takes time, so if you catch her when she still cares about you, there's a chance that she'll come back

It is better to have loved then to have never loved at all. The pain signifies the end of pleasure. There is only one person who is your first love,but that one persons usually the first to break your heart.
Love only what you love and do not love what others envy for.

I want to wish you the best,and yes,every girl who is a dreamer (a.k.a. like me) wants to be treated like the love of their life,put on a pedestal. I am really sorry to hear this,but there's lots of songs about people getting drunk because of breakups.
My last bf loved me like the world and said he wanted to be with me forever... I wanted to too...
But sometimes forever can't stay long,and even though I still care about him,he just stays away.

He doesn't realise that when love is broken the first time,there's still a chance for it to bloom again.

From the mind of a girl,I just want to give you some tips (I'm a hopeless romantic for life!)

1.Never ever break someone's heart unless you absolutely have to.
2.Just because of one breakup does not mean it can't be fixed.
3.Looking for other girls because of a person you loved who you feel doesn't love you as much is just WRONG!

An example:My best friend Andrew got a girlfriend. He loved me before her.... and I rejected him.
Guess what her name is.
Kristi(n)
....
:( i just want to let you know that love never ends when its your true love.

I can see I have been drunk on the forums again...
damnit

lol its aiight. thanx for the comments btw enslavement, and i do have something different than the one you read...it's called Let Me Fade Away, i wrote it when i was pissed, and it doesn't rhyme at all! lol

Enslavement don't worry about being drunk on the forums we don't mind...

and at least you tell us you're drunk heh heh..? lol...

Peaces.