WHY????????

I use to feel as though nothing I did mattered. So I would withdraw from things because I felt I didnt deserve to feel happy. But then I found something to believe in. For me it is animal rights, just believing in something i felt so strongly about helped so much. Now I know I can make a difference. If I can reccomend watching this video
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=chew_on_this.

You've got another angel here, too. If you need to talk, PM me any time.