Wanting to die

WOW just know that there is light at the end of every tunnel and just think a lot of people care about you... i know how you feel (not about losing your best friends sorry) but i cut myself a lot i take pills do anything to pass time up and to take away the emotional pain and i dont see the point in it what will i do later?
would you like to talk? bball_gurl_19@hotmail.com

there is a light at the endof the tunnel
but u r always sucked back in it
like during my summer i had the most fun i had in ages but at the end of the summer i lost my middle finger on my right hand and after all that shit i been thourgh already because of that finger i lost and i gined lreaned who my true friends where

omg how did u lose ur finger?????

I've been through that a lot last year. I really felt better when I had someone to talk to, even if they would just listen. I liked knowing someone cared about me and wouldn't treat me like trash. Just find someone who will listen...

It'll all turn out okay... some day...

i know how you feel, i've been through a simular thing. life will get better after time tho.

I'm with the rest you should talk to a friend or someone close.

Lightsniper- NEVER underestimate how much sum1 can go through by the time they r 15. Depression doesn't always have a reason, it can just happen 2 any1.
Kat - I know how life can seem pointless but by just posting this u have bn strong enough 2 admit u got a problem. I know how hard it can b but i agree with Just Rain try 2 find sum1 u can talk 2, sum1 real, not just sum1 typing messages 2 ur screen. (but if u do wanna talk mail me through my profile page). If u can't do that write letters 2 get all the feelings out, bottling them up and hiding behind a mask doesn't help, trust me on this 1.
I feel 4 u, so deep, I hope u make it through.

lightsniper i dont think that u really understand at very young ages children go thro horrible thigns jsut bc ur young doesnt mean u can go thro crap...i wasi na hospital and there was a 5 yr that cut herself....there a 5 year olds that are beaten babyes that are drown there are crazy things that happen so age shouldnt matter in any situation

to the person hwo posted this....im not in the most uplifting mood but i am happy that u dont wanna kill urself and that u try to stay away from pills that does show that ur trying and that does show that u will get better.... toward the ppl that are being mean to u ditch them if there ur family and its bad enough leave them not run away maybe go to a home with a couple of kids or get one of those things i forget wut its called of thsi moment but ur alowed to jsut leave the house nad live on ur own as if ur an adult..... so yah u shouldnt have to live like that...i no that it could seem hard to bc if its ur family uve lived with them ur hwole life but maybe with u leaving theyll realize how much they really do love and that they shouldnt have treated u the way they did and u could end up fixing things it just mite not b rite living together u no some times ppl jsut dont mesh actually most like the person whos doing this to u is jsut a total bastard! so idk i dont really no teh situation....

good luk all will b well i promise : )

yeah i did but i also cut before that i know how every one feels about a lot of things and can answer a lot of questions
email me if u want help
ask_alice_05phs@yahoo.com

i lost it throw stupidy if u wabt to know more email me and i aint kinding just read my poem, cuts of life

i feel ur pain, Kat. i've been goin through the same thing 2. there's never ne 1 there, or i just don't want 2 look. but there are a couple ppl that have gone through the same thing, which was hard 4 me 2 believe. sometimes i just need some1 2 talk 2. but no 1 is there. don't stop lookin like i did though,. it hurts even more