what have i done?

i fell in love with this guy and i tried so hard to keep our relationship together, he was my first love! he was my first in alot of things!...everything were going great for a year, i mean we had our ups and downs as do any other couple. we worked together, lived together, went out together...we did everything together! but then things started gettin to much for me so i left him and quit my job. it's been two months now and i regret it so much! i've tried to move on but it just doesn't seem right. Now he's dating my friend (his manager) i want him back so bad, but he recons he doesn't love me anymore! i cry myself to sleep at night because i don't have him by my side. i tried to move on with this other guy i thought i liked ages ago, but that jus doesn't feel right so i ended that too. what am i supposed to do when all i can think about is him?

has anyone else had this problem before...any advice???

i had the same problem.....why did you end it??

Well because we were spending so much time together, he lost all his friends (as did i) but everytime i would see his friends they would get up me saying it's all my fault...i could see he missed going out, i mean i didn't stop him, he just didn't want to go without me. I felt so bad that i was the one who made him lose everything. And i have spoken to him and tried to explain this but he said he didn't love me anymore cause when i left him, his whole world fell apart...and as hard as it was he had to get over me! And now i guess he has cause he seems happy with this other girl