really P.O.'d

grr im soo mad right now.

heres a little background first off: my two best friends are dating. and so im like the third wheel everytime we hang out. and i told both of them how i feel and that i kinda want to add someone else to our group, or atleast every once in a while have someone else hang out with us so i dont feel odd. she has been my best friend for years. and him for a few months.

well today i was talking to him and asked what she was doing today and he said that she was going shopping with one of her good friends/one of my worst enemies. and i was just about to call her and see if she wanted to go shopping. she didnt even bother to call me and tell me what she was doing.

then after i went shopping all by myself. i call her to see if she wants to go out to eat. and shes freakin out to eat with her bf/my bestfriend. and a butt load of other people, including a guy i like.

none of them freakin called me to invite me to go with them. but yet they freakin call me to ask me to come pick them up. jerks.

one of the few times theres more than just the three of us to hang out, they dont even bother to call me. oh but after everyone is gone and after i wouldnt go pick them up, they call to see if i want to hang out when its just the three of us.

im pissed.

i guess this is more just a vent for me. leave comments if you want. but please dont be rude, i really dont need that right now.

Thats harsh and has to REALLY hurt! my ex- best friend well put it this way, after ALL we went through together and all the support i tried to give her, she doesnt care about what i think of her, its only if guys think shes pretty etc and she ditched me last year for a whole bunch of guys while i was left on my own. In the end, its hard and one day things will work out, Gods there for you, so just be strong and make friends with other people, i did and it did wonders because now i have a bigger group of friends that i can talk to and hang out with and in the end, we're still friends and there for each other (",)
Broken.

its so hard for me to make new friends though. i dont get close to people easily at all.

there two of the only people i hang out with and share my feelings with because i have let myself get close to them. yet right now theyre the only two i dont want to hang out with.

Although friends aren't exactly the easiest to make and i know ive had many a doubt of my friends during my depression and such and i still do now, but there have to be people out there who can relate to you. Pray to God about this too, tell him that you need a friend and remember this could be him teaching you a hard lesson that you need to rely on him, not your friends, so be strong and don't fall into temptation, I have MSN if you want to talk.
Much Love!
Broken.

You do have a point but it can be really hard on someone when their friends ditch them... and sometimes that does happen. There is a problem with threes though, thats always gonna happen, someones going to be the third wheel and it can be really difficult especially if they have no one to turn to.

no i know she knows that we are enemies.....we used to be best friends. and she knows that i dont care that she hangs out with her. and no she doesnt have to call me every time shes doing something. but lately she has been calling me less and less and telling me less things. and thats the point that i was trying to make there.

and no, when they called and asked for a ride, they already wanted to hang out. they didnt have time to tell that i was hurt.

yea its really hard when the only two i can turn to when im hurt or need advice are the two that i am being hurt by.

and i guess if i didnt have other stuff going on in my life right now, and she hadnt done stuff like this to me in the past i wouldnt be so upset about it all. but the fact that she has done stuff sorta like this before, and "apologized" for it and what not, makes me mad.

yes ill admit that i like some attention, but who doesnt. and you could ask ANYONE that knows me and they would tell you that im the total opposite of a drama queen and that i dont want all the attention on me.

if i was a drama queen i would have been calling people and makin sure everyone knew how i felt and that i was hurt and crying. the only person that knew that i was upset was my mom. so please before you go calling me names find out more info. oh wait, i take that back, i told one other person that doesnt even live in the same town as me anymore. drama queens want anyone and everyone to know what theyre going through and that theyre "in pain". and yes i did come here and tell all of yall. but i dont even know yall. this post was more of a vent to people i dont know than a "look at me im sad and pitiful, come comfort me" to all of my friends.

and if you knew everything that is going on in my life and how much i really need my two bests friends right now, maybe you would see why i was hurt so bad, maybe not who knows.

i thank you for all your trying to help.

take care

you obviously missed the main point of the second paragraph...

"...and yes i did come here and tell all of yall. but i dont even know yall. this post was more of a vent to people i dont know than a 'look at me im sad and pitiful, come comfort me' to all of my friends."

thanks everyone. most were helpful!