I cant even have a problem

Yeah i get what you mean, i used to feel like everyone else had bigger issues than i did and felt guilty for being sad and upset. I went to my doctors though and found that on top of loads of other disorders i have major depression. I still dont like to wallow in self pity but at least i know now that there is a reason i feel so crappy sometimes!

Just last night, i could see the pain that my friend has been going through, and i mentioned how i have been feeling down and depressed lately, and she just attacked and started saying," how do i have anything to be sad about? your life is perfect" and it made me feel really bad, and made me feel mad at myself for giving myself pitty. Theres alot worse problems out there, and i'm complaining over my tramas...

Just how i feel...