all poems

Alrighty then.

No more do the stars brightly glimmer
Happiness in my life I will no more allow
No more do streams under moonlight glitter
No more to me does the wide sea shimmer
To me the sun itself is dimmer
For all is dark to me now

Since the day the life flew out of thee
Only weeks after we had made our vow
All thoughts of life deserted me
Life itself lost all meaning to me
The joys in this world I no longer can see
For all is dark to me now

Each day as I sorrowfully waken
Wishing I was with you somehow
For by God you have been taken
I am left desolate, alone and forsaken
My faith has been so surely shaken
For all is dark to me now

Now my body lies broken
Forever is it dark for me now
For my heart it has been broken
For my soul it has been broken
So desperate steps I have taken
With you forever I will be now

i think the title stands for itself

Ruby

His warm embrace
by Marjan

This poem of mine is
about no one but God.

Warm embrace
Sweet face
Shining so bright
A beautiful sight
15 years ago
He told me
I had to go
To somewhere else
I didn't know
I was in tears
Couldn't think of
Being away
For many many years
He cleaned my tears
Put his hand
On my heart
And told me:
I will always
Be here
So near.
And smiled.
A smile I'll
Never forget.
Then I came here
Forgot his face
Throughout the years
But I know he's here
With me
Through thick & thin
I have no fear.
Trying to be my best
Knowing here I'm just a guest
Missing his
Warm embrace
Sweet face
Shining so bright
A beautiful sight

By Marjan Nouhnejad

Scars That Heal
by ~~Lindsay Woods~~

When you found that one person who makes you feel like your the only one in the room,

That one person who still sits beside you no matter what you have been through,

The one who asks you if your ok when you have done something wrong,

The one person who sings to you from the heart the most wonderful song,

When you found that one person who loves you for who you are,

The one person who will keep you from moving to far,

The one person that you look at and they always make you smile,

That is the one person who will make it all worth the while,

When you have found that person you will know from the start,

That is the one person you will always have in your heart.

When you find your one and only,

Tell them how you feel,

That is the one thing that they can do is make the scars heal.

broken

your words slice through me
sharp as a knife
my blissful happiness is gone
because of this strife
each day is the same
you break me, then put me back together
i'll go in my room to hide
when i come out, you act like you don't remember
you don't see how hurt i am
even though it's so clear
and no matter how many times i cry
you don't see a single tear
you don't understand how much pain you cause me
you'll never understand my sorrow
you don't know how many times i pray
that it'll be better tomorrow
but it'll never be better
for when i think there's finally peace
it's all torn away
it comes to a cease
i end up broken
just like before
all the suffering i've gone through
i'll go through once more
i wish you'd stop this yelling
it makes me feel like such a failure
you don't realize what you're doing
my life is becoming my nightmare
my memories are haunting me
i'm restless every night
i cannot fall asleep
all i can do is cry
the next day you come up to me
you put me together again
then you say you're sorry
and you think you've been forgiven
but there's something different now
something is not right
for a piece of me is missing
one that's beyond your sight
i feel like all my true happiness is gone
i'm in this deep depression
but nobody will ever know this
for i'm lying and pretending
i'll never show how i really feel
unless you're someone i trust
you'll never see a single tear shed
in public my pain turns to dust
but no matter what i lead you to believe
inside i am crying silently
for i know if things keep going this way
my nightmare will become my reality

This is not goodbye
by Tabby

Crying by his bedside my tears flow endlessly
I held his hand so tightly never wanting to let go
Trying to not think about what is about to be
I look up at him trying to not let my sadness show

His eyes are closed his breathing is slow and heavy
I run my hands through his thick, dark, brown hair
His handsome face is so pale with the color gray
That I begin to cry even harder thinking it isn't fair

Sickness is taking my true love away from me
Draining away his energy happiness and light
But not stealing our love away from each other
That is the one thing that he was able to fight

His eyes slowly open and he turns toward me
He smiles a weak smile and touches my cheek
I feel myself breakdown and burst into sobs
trying to say don't die but I could no longer speak

he grabs my hand and pulls me to him
reaching for my face he brings me into a kiss
then he hugs me with such a weak embrace
I hug him so tight never wanting to end this

Suddenly he lets go I pull myself slowly up
He looks at me with such sadness in his eyes
"I love you sweetheart"he says to me
"I love you but there will be no goodbyes"

"I love you to" I sob into his shoulder
I lay on his chest hearing his heart as I cry
I feel his breathing slowly fade away
As i sob to myself I say "its ok this is not goodbye".....

Act 2
Scene 2: Discovering the definition of murderous glares (this is what i see when i look at you)

Shallow eyes
Peicing the flesh it’s so fixed on
The smell of the insides linger in the air
The steigns of crimsion paint the ceramic floors
Nothing can dissolve these chemicals
Coursing and spreading like a disease
Racing down your arm
On a one way track to your heart
The shadows turn to light
And the light is bathed in fear
A dark overpass we all must pass under
We could climb
If only the words could be concieved
Or the feedback wouldn’t drown them out
I cut the cord
The life support dies as they grow colder
A pale blue face
With empty eyes looking straight threw me
Why couldn’t they do that in the first place?!
I had to fight this!
Finally be free!
Stone walls can’t rebounds the sounds
The screams crash against the windows
The blood splashes against the walls
They’ll die in their own shame!
This is not a suicide!!!!!
WELCOME THE FUCK HOME
You’ll never come back up for air
So you’ll always reside there
Because my voice makes the biggest impact
In the water your submerged in
Let it leave the imprints
So you can find the parts you can understand
So you know
I fucking love her
You should have believed me in the first place!
Now you’re hitting the waves at the bottom of every cliff I can find!!
They’ll never find your body!
And I’ll burn your flesh from the broken bodies!
Grind the bones to a dust
And spread them all over the fucking world
The columns will weep
And the public will always whisper
Of a love that took your life
We’ll get the last laughs, you’ll see

Feelings of a year
by J. Lau

Cheated... of time,
Unsure... of events.
Sad... with reality,
Despaired... with fate.

Jealous... of him,
Confused... with reactions.
Worried... for her,
Happy... for them,

Pain... when comforting,
Lost... on answers.
Helpless... with situaiton,
Hopeful... of miracle.

Trapped... with feelings,
Overwhelmed... by logic.
Cornored... with emotions,
Wishful... of future.

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Castle
by Sarah Drew

You and I
Together forever
In our castle made of sand

We have everything we need
All the love I could give
All the love I can get
We are perfect for each other

Together in our castle
We shall live for eternity
Our beautiful castle
Shall stand tall for us

It will never fade away
The water can never harm it
We are safe from everything
Just you and I

We shall never go hungry
For we feast off our love
We shall never grow old
For our love shall keep us young

What more could you ask for
Then the love we have
So pure and sincere

The untold lies...
by:yuniardi

I would never forgive myself..
even i am dropped in hell
never knowing how u feel.....
with a deep blue ill.........

on that short christmas eve.....
when you suddenly leave
a pair of teary eyes.......
as i know the untold lies.....

thus, your gentle smile.....
has turned into incomprehensible file.....
and every single of your touch
has become a deep ingrained cut....

what a fool i am......
full of critics and damn.....
your life is full of uncertainty
but i keep nagging a pity

again and again...
i expect you to understand..
with a sound of offense
without knowing where you stand.....

even so, you always deny.....
to say that important line
with a soft white lie...
or a saying i'm fine........

now, bombard me with your protests..
but please do not give me such a test..
please don't you ever leave me.....
cause you mean the world to me...

Photograph
by Alyson

Look at the girl
How she sits so still
Motionless in her depression
Not knowing her will

Silently watching
Eyes open wide
Never does she blink
So her feelings she doesn't hide

Shes looking through the glass
At the people that surround her
How they stare at her helplessly
Wishing she was there

But she just sits there silently
With the smile upon her face
To bad that its a mask
And she holds it firmly in place

That was in the past
As the scene sadly shows
In the photograph she will sit forever
With the sadness nobody knows