I did it my way....

  • lost_laureate
    19 years ago

    Today has been one of the hardest days of my life...
    I've been stabbed in the back 3 times....
    I've shouted to the point of hurting my throat...
    I have experience every emotion under the sun...
    I have stormed off so many times it's a miracle lightening didn't strike me.....
    I have been tried and tested and prodded to the point of sheer exhaustion.....
    I have found great strength in my real friends...
    I have finally seen through my fake friends....

    Why? (you ask..)
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    BIG DEAL...(you say)....
    Well this is why...

    Because I wanted to stand up for what I believed in, for what was just and fair and true.

    *I cannot go into the specifics for many reasons...

    Was I wrong, was I right?, would you have done the same? Have you had a similar experience?

    I'm curious for feedback.....

  • azlan26
    19 years ago

    I guess lost I'll just HAVE to show you the poem I wrote about u a while back

  • Eibutsina
    19 years ago

    You think you've had a bad day - damn girl get out more...you don't know the half of it! Think yourself lucky...some people get killed for standing up for what they believe in, some people dont have a voice to speak and be heard let alone scream, stabbed in back - at least you know what real friendship is...

  • Jaime
    19 years ago

    Without details, it's hard to say kind of. But if it was for what you believe in, good for you :)

  • lost_laureate
    19 years ago

    Wow Britt,

    Truly inspirational story....your certainly a sheroe....I like your attitude and way of thinking. It's really ironic how things turned out for you but you seem to have come out of it much better. I guess it is tough at the time. Thanks for sharing this with me and responding to my post...I feel a great deal better.....just hope I can deal with the consquence of my actions...

  • lost_laureate
    19 years ago

    Thanks Jaime...!

    :)

  • lost_laureate
    19 years ago

    Eibutsina,
    You have a good point. But by no means am I trying to wallow in my own self pity! Oh no... and you are right, I think I am very blessed and appreciate all that I have..the purpose of this was to reflect on what had happened...get some advice....I sense you have had a similar if not worse experience....??

    (cool name btw)

    [lostlaureate - come find me]