Anyone Got Any Advice..?

Aye...Alright..Let me TRY to exlpain this..And be honest..Even if I might not like it, just don't be to taken aback if I reply meanly or something...But I still want you to be honest, it is your oppinions and I asked for it..So..Here it goes...

A few months back I was dating someone Named Jarrad, and I felt as if he was ingoring me and what not and seriously wasn't as commited as I was nor wanted to be as commited, so I left him...

Soon after one of my best friends asked me out whom.. I liked..and we were dating and he decided we didn't talk enough and rather be friends..so..Slightly crushed I agreed...

Now it's May and Jarrad and I are once again talking and I told him I was sorry, cause I hurt him when I left him, and he does love me..and I was afraid to tell him what I was feeling and sort of still am afriad..I love him and it's not that stupid Puppy love stuff or Lust or whatever people call it..I want to be with him more then anything..I miss him like crazy and I just love speaking to him it makes me happy and stuff and he was the only one to get me to laugh after something rather bad happended in my life within the last two weeks...

I know he loves me just as much as I love him, but I'm still afraid to be honest about how I feel about him and that I am truely sorry and want to be with him again..I'm afraid I'll get laughed at or something..when I love him as much as I do.. and.. I honestly don't know what I should do..I don't want to lose him..

If you have any HELPFUL advice I'd greatly love to hear it please...I really need to know what to do..so I don't lose him and before it's to late..

Thanks Bunches! XoXo Megan

" i know he loves me just as much as I love him, but I'm still afraid to be honest about how I feel about him and that I am truely sorry and want to be with him again.."
if he truly loves you, then you shouldnt be afraid to say whats on your mind, and he shouldnt laugh
if you are in love with someone who loves you just as much, then you should be able to tell that person everything and that person will be there for you no matter what...you need to tell him how you feel otherwise he'll never know... he cant read your mind. you never know what might happen later on, who knows, he might be your furture prom date, highschool sweetheart, or husband! you should always take a risk, even though it may hurt because later on in your life you will definetly regret it. you only have one shot at life and its not a very long one. good luck and hopefully i helped!!
remeber, follow your heart =)

Awww..Thanks..That's True too..

He does know like everything about me and we still tell each other everything..and even if it might hurt as you said.. I might regret it in the future..

Thanks..I think I'll tell him when I see him later today..

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