Could I have him back one more time?

This is all sweet and stuff, but I kinda think your relationship with your cousin is -too- close. You started using drugs almost 5 years ago? You were 8? He doesn't seem a good role model, and I still stick with my view that your relationship is too close. Calling him RyRy, writing poems about him, and you "loved him in a certain way", and having I LOVE RYAN in a big heart in your profile. Hm. and seeing he is in prison I would say he's at least 18?

This is my opinion.

Should I care...?

Seriously should I..

That still doesn't make me care. And I am still puzzling as to if he is such a great cousin, he let you do drugs when you were 8-9.

But a 9 year old manages to get hold of them? Wow. Live in the "Ghetto"?

So if you are 13, it was three years ago you stopped taking drugs. Not nearly 5. I've had enough of this thread. I'll take my opinions with me and leave.

Firstly, his parents 'brainwashed' his sister and brother to hate him. I sincerly doubt that. It seems that they have good reason to dislike him, with all the awful things he gets up to. If anything, you seem the one who's brainwashed.

You completely adore this guy, who's banged up in prison, been taking drugs, driving with a suspended license (which is just damn stupid), and beating up random guys (I'm not saying this guy didn't deserve it, but I guessing, and I think I'm right, that this isn't the first person he's beaten up). He tells you that he was taking drugs, and then you do? Why? To look cool in front of him? That's all I can think.

I think it's all abit weird actually, and you should steer clear of this guy. You won't. I know that. But with this stupid love you feel for him, you'll just keep following his lead and get yourself into a hell of a lot of trouble.