what a summer

okayy so started off i was dating this guy, i decided to call it off after we got into a huuge fight and it never went back to normal. he told everyone it was his decision just to save his ass, which i found amusing, cause everyone gets dumped. it doesnt matter who does it. anywho, since then i've been on quite a few dates, which is weird for me since...well i dont think im hideous, but im not one of those girls that gets all the guys. and i know its personality, but if you knew the guys i was getting, youd wonder too.
anywho i went on a date with one of my friends. who told me before hand that he liked me, now this guy does not get turned down, so when he went to try and kiss me, i pulled away. and i was really proud of myself for it. except after the date, i realised that i like him...and hes aware of it, and says he wants to see where things go, yet doesnt do anything about it, hes tried like once to get together. so im thinking prehaps i should just give up.
this summer ive had like a life changing experience. and ive realised i just want to be care free...laid back. no more drama, act my age, and have a great time. i only get to be a teenager once. so i might as well enjoy it.
however i hope it goes according to plan.

this is a year for no guys, no shit, just fun.

I completely agree with you, Nicc! I've never had a boyfriend, yet I don't have any rush for it because I know that I have the rest of my life for one.

Kudos

Very well put. That is a great attitude you have going there. =)

yeah but don't forget that if you find someone you really love and who really loves you it is so enriching!!!it's something you dont wanna miss!!!!!trust me;)

Now don't push guys out completely. You might find a guy you really like. It's good to take a break for a while, but you don't want to miss out on the dating expierience as a teen. It's part of the fun.

"this is a year for no guys, no shit, just fun."

^That was my exact attitude about two years ago. I was completely sick of guys, they just cause problems, and I really hate drama. So for almost a year and a half I pushed away any guy that I thought was trying to get close to me.

And then, I gave in to the guy who is currently my boyfriend. I didn't mean to fall for him, but stuff just happens I guess.

Anyways my point is that I broke the whole "no more guys because they just cause drama" promise to myself. Looking back now, I could have had a few great guys over the last little while, and I kind of regret swearing off them. It seems like a waste since I ended up breaking it anyways.

It really is all for fun. You don't want to regret temporarily swearing off of guys later, you might miss out on something great. Best of luck to you.