i failed myself

oh god...were to start..

i have been great for 3 weeks, not touching and not even looking at him,not really talked to him either, and then today happened! he asked me if i was staying for a sauna with him, and i agreed..he did attempt to get me in a quiet room, by ourselves but failed, i resisted more in the health suite but then i gave in and we fooled around..

now im thinking i have failed myself, stupid i know but new hair cut..new feelings..i thought i was over him but clearly there is still something there. i truely feel i have failed myself for this little mistake, how do i get strong enough to say no .. and actually mean it, aposed to saying no and meaning yes, hoping he will see right through my hidden thoughts..?

october xx

Well, firstly.. you need to get over him, and stay over him. You can't let him back into your life.
You also need to tell him you can't do that anymore, and if he's a good guy, he will repsect that and not tempt you. If he doesn't well, like I said, you need to avoid him, so you can get over him.

to forget him/.//

it's not a must to ignore him./or not to talk to him..sometimes dat'll justmake you missing him lot.,,dat ignoring stuffs only works sometimes..but i dun think it's gonna work on u,,,..

well ya u can talk to him.;.as a fren,,and balbal...but be a busy one,,like dun talk to him wid full attention...

...imm..///...kk..hope it didn't helpped.lol,,,hope it helped i mean..

Well, if you say no but actualyl mean yes, than something inside of you still wants him. But what you have got to realize is that you deserve better than him. Tell yourself over and over inside of yor head that you are. And then next time he asks you look him straight in the eye and say "no." And mean it. And then just turn and walk away. And don't walk away slowly, that'll make it seem like you actually wanted to. Hunn, you have got to get over this guy, he is no good.

-Jenna.

thanx guys....think i read your replies a little too late though, as we ended up having full on s.e.x.....i totally regreted doing it after as well, not only did he hurt me but he made me feel like it was his mission to do it.

f.u.c.k.e.d up big time on this i know that now, i want him ..yes...but i want to get over him and i dont know which one i want the most.

*soooo confused*

october xx