I need some advices please...

HEy everybody, by the way HAPPY HALLOWEEN!.

Here's why I'm posting. Me and my friends lost a friend in april 12 2006. She got hit by a car, and since then I can't stop thinking about her. After graduation in 2005, i lost contact. I think about her, because in april i wanted to call her, the phone break, and i lost her number. And because of that I am still in shocked, and still having trouble. She has 2 sisters and one big brother, and guess what they all look the same, same smile, same voice... And whenever i look at one of them it makes me wanna cry. Their friends are lucky to be able to talk to one of them, but i cant because she died, and i wish i was able to talk to her like i wanted... And for those that believes in the paranormal, since then i think I've been hearing her voice in my head, but I'm not sure because somehow i think i created it also...and in class she ask whats wrong and stuff (My friend that died) I spoked to my mom and the psycologue about it, they both didnt believe me. They also said ''It's because you miss her a lot'' , I do agree on that and it's true, but what if she's really trying to contact me? It could be that.. I do believe in the paranormal, and especially in spirits and ghost. Does anybody have similar problem like mine? It be helpful, and I would understand more.. and about the voice i dont know what to do since im not completely medium ... those that sees dead people, it happened once i saw my grandfather but never saw anymore after that.

I lost a friend who I hadn't spoken to in over a year, and still think I see her walking down the street sometimes.. It hurts, somebody will smile and it reminds me of her, when You miss someone there are always going to be times You think You see them, maybe hear them and it's upsetting. I don't believe in paranormal, I believe in reality, and the reality is there are going to be times I think I see her, think I hear her voice.. She is always going to be a part of me and these situations remind me that she will always be a part of me where ever she is :]