3 yrs later & its the 1st time ill c him

well, todays the day...johnny killed himself 3 yrs ago & im going to c him*his grave* for the first time...im so scared.any thoughts or advice, i just feel so alone...

take a close friend with you that u could share your feelings with

every1's workin.i tried to get sum1.

then wait til a day when no one is working..... hes not goin anywhere.
if you feel alone then why would you go to a grave all by yourself?

mm, i think you should take some flowers to make the grave look all pretty, maybe write a poem to take too.
Have you any friends who could go with you?
Just imagine you are going to see him like you would before he died, talk to him, and just be strong and brave

well you went yesterday... but i went through the same thing when i went to see my grandfather... i hadnt went to his grave by myseldf sence he died.. and i didnt go with my dad for about 3 years.
well i just put my head up. smiled as i walked away from people... and talked to him as i did when he was alive. ... which was 7 years ago in a few days.. i miss him terrible....

but anywhos.. i hope you did alright :Love:

i did ok...no 1 was able to cum but i really wanted 2 go that day cuz that was the day he died & i didnt get 2 go on his birthday a wk ago so it was really important that i went.i didnt take anything but there was already sum stuff there anyway so it probably would of gotten cluttered.i did get sum pics though so i guess im ok, it was as bad i thought itd b.
what doesnt kill u only makes u stronger...