Sadness and Apologies

I was really upset today... just finished yelling/hitting my brother, finally got him out of the room... and locked myself in... my throat hurt and then i started crying. i'm still crying right now. i wrote a letter to my mom to tell her sorry for how i've been acting. i just really hurt inside..

it's like my parents are divorced, but religiously... since i was 3, my church split into two sides. my parents each went to a different side, leaving me to choose. sometimes i wish religion didn't exist, or my parents had the same religion, so they wouldn't fight about whose church is the right one. it splits my heart in two whenever i see other parents getting along much better.

so I wrote/am writing a letter to my mom. i feel horrible inside, but wonderful to be able to make my feelings into a letter.

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Have you ever written a letter to someone, showing how you feel, whether it is happy or sad?

Always, it is called poetry. Poetry can come in any form, any shape, or any styles, but when it comes from the heart then it is true poetry at it's finest!

--Sher

I agree with Sher.

And what do you mean your church slpit in 2?

try not to take out your feelings on your brother

it's not his fault, and it's not fair

i used to get mad at my sister all the time, and not i feel awful every time i think about it. I feel so guilty. Just don't do it, it's not worth it.

Yes I've written a deep letter to someone before. It really was an amazing feeling getting everything down.
Even though I never gave that person the letter, I still keep it. From time to time, I look back to it, and it gives me great inspiration to keep my head up.
I hope everything goes well for you.

Shirlz
xx

i have written a letter like that to someone. but they took no notice of it. even when i say sorry to their faces they don;t believe me. i have given up on believe the word sorry. it means nothing to me now. but that's just me.