Remembrance.

Don't forget what they gave you and always do your best to leave behind your own positive marks in this world for others to cherish when you pass yourself.

--Sher

i actually did this today before i even read this post. i was at school and me and a friend where remembering. and surprisingly enough we were laughing at all the happy times. it felt good. even though people pass you will always have the memories

my uncle died 10 years ago.. he was more of a father to me than his brother.. which is my father.. wasn't fair that he had to go.. i cried my heart out on his funeral.. i was angry.

then my ex-girlfriend died two years ago.. she moved away and i had no way of contacting her since she didn't keep her cell phone and she didn't have an internet connection.. i found out through a common friend that she died.. and i it sucked cuz i never got to say sorry to her.. never mended things between us.. oh well, life's life..

yeah i'm not really at a loss.. i'll get over it.. but still, she was my first love. haha so kind of makes me think.. what if i never let go?

and wow.. that is scary.. my grandma died on my 8th grade graduation june 3, 2003.. that was the most recent loss i had... but.. yeah.. sorry. are you like.. sad over that?

good outlook... i feel ya.. anyway, i'll keep your words in mind.. thanks for being one of those unforgettable voices [sorta] that affect my life.. i'm goin to sleep.. cuz here in the philippines.. it's midnight.. haha