-Your Help Would Be Appreciated-Pls

The situation is this;

I'm in the same high skool for 3 years
if you ask i'm well-known to everyone and everyone have a friend group but i don't include in any..
My was-friends-to-be are always talking about me from my back and it's driving me real crazy
Everytime i feel so lonely especially at the mid day break
I really try to behave so good to everyone but i can't really get what i give from anybody
I cry everyday and i tell myself that i have just 3 moths left to the summer holiday
And sometimes i think to escape my daily life and go live with my sweetie or just kill msyelf to run away from those kind of nasty people
The worst is that,last Wednesday when i was getting back to house from school,(one of those girl's name is Susan and she was talking to my sweetie as a friend of mine and she was telling me good things he have last year) Suzan didn't notice that i'm on bus and she was talking about me and my sweetie so loudy and with a nasty laughing,i heard my name and him again and again,and i got stuck by my temper,and everyday Susan,Rocky(it's a she,don't mix up),Candy talk about me cos i hear my name and i was thinking of a relationship with them but what they are doing is just evilish and i can't be evilish,and i must say i really don't behave bad to anyone to deserve this thing(and these three are in my class)

Britt helped me a bit about that but i need more perspectives
So what to do in this situation?
Thanks alot
Laura

Not sure that this will be much help or that you will find this helpful at all but i will tell you what i have always done...i have always lived for myself...i love my friends but i do not depend on them...i could live without them...people talk shit about everyone, who cares...if what they are saying is wrong then its wrong and there is no reason to worry about it...so i guess my advice is keep your calm and live for yourself...know who you are, know you are a good person...and be happy with that

-Jason-

Ok, here's how it is. If you think you're the only one going through this, you're not. This is just what people would call 'High School Gossiping' Don't let the hating get you down. You know the truth and that all that really matters. Susan, Rocky, Candy can't get you down if you don't let them. High school is hard, but it's nothing compared to what you have to face in real life. All the trash you face, can get you ready for the garbage in the future. Like if they want to talk about you or the people close to you, let them talk. Don't care about it and it'll bounce right off of you like you're bulletproof. When they realize that they can't make you faze, they'll stop. Cause all they're doing is justing boosting their ego by bringing down someone else's. You can call them, Wannabes. If you're thinking about getting back at them, don't. Don't stoop to their level, you can regret it later. Do what you do everyday, JUST BE YOU. Surround yourself with people that are nice to you and you can trust that won't talk about you behind your back. If they do, they don't deserve your friendship and they deserve to be looked down upon. I'm not a big religious person, but people do get what they deserve. Remember, Be yourself, Be happy, and whatever's meant to be, will be. :) Hope this helps. Good luck and hang on, high school is gonna be a wild ride, but what you get from the experience, lasts forever. (Well, the good ones I hope.)

go up to them and d on't be afraid to show them up!!! say, what was that? i didn't quite catch what you were saying about me. that will catch them. if they say they weren't, then say. oh thats funny cause i thought you said ____________.

Just stay away from those girls. You don't need or deserve that.

You say you're trying to make friends? I would suggest getting into some sort of extra curricular activity- even if you're not into sports I'm sure there's a club you could join. That's the easiest way to make new friends, you might as well try it.